All good things come to an end

It's not about how many times we've talked.
But what we talked about.
The second time, but I went deep inside me.
How amazing human interaction is.

You're all I ever wanted ;

You pissed me off totally. Like I'm not busyyyy at all

You're all I ever wanted ;

It's just a quiet way to say.. we're not tht close after all. honestly that's quite disappointing yea.

You're all I ever wanted ;

Close 1 eye, maybe both.
Ignorance is bliss.

You're all I ever wanted ;

Expectations. lead to disappointment.
Why is it so hard?

You're all I ever wanted ;

I just want to be.. the special one.

You're all I ever wanted ;

Just life right?
It's fair. It gives you some, and take away some.
But it just happens the thing that I lack, is the thing that I fear most.
Again.. I foresee it happening
It's like a total repeat of secondary school life.
Words can't describe how bad it feels.
But I will, and have to, face it. And eventually.. It will be over.

2 years of fun, 2 years of solitude. Almost 3 years of fun. And yet another turn.. the next 2 years of...............
So I see, it's all fair.. right?
I know and probably understand, but that doesnt diminish my hate and fear for it

You're all I ever wanted ;

The feeling sucks.. when you have a bad start.
And everything just spiral downwards.
I'm feeling it so strongly.. and infact.. for the first time.
The worst feeling is.. you know how to do totally, but you miss out reading something.. and everything's gone. -.-

You're all I ever wanted ;

Life's fair.
You won't have everything. Everyone's strengths and weaknesses are different.
Hence, leading to different worries and concerns.
At least.. for some people..They can explicitly show their worries, and seek help.
Not saying my life sucks or anything..
My point is just.. Although I'm not very troubled by academics, there are many other things that suffocating me too.
And. who's here to help?

You're all I ever wanted ;